today on the train.
i realise time stops for no1.
of cos there are times when i hope they will jus fast forward till when i'm 80 or something.
on the bed.
ready to cross over.
but today.
i jus hope time stops.
stop for a while to let mi think wat i've been doing wif my life.
rite now, im not living life.
life is living mi.
im oways catching up wif time.
so clueless.
of cos ppl will love the morning rush or the feeling of being rushed la.
tt is wat i learn from imf.
but im rushing without knowing wat im doing.
wat is this lil head of mine thinking?
n wat is this emo heart of mine feeling?
but then, how many ppl actually know wat they are doing?
oh well... contridicting again.
contridicting reminds mi of being a Gemini.
my mum is a Gemini too.
so i guess... that is why....
why she is so siao siao sumtimes.
i think i will grow up to b like her.
so if i don like wat she is doing now.
does tt mean i don like myself?
she is toking to her again.
i mean after almost 3 yrs?
haha... life n its stupid games.
but i think mum is trying too hard.
we survive those 3 yrs din we?
while on the other hand,
i jus cant be bothered abt those stuff.
mi n her nv tok anymore.
it used to hurt alot.
so much so tt... when one thing reminds mi of her.
i changed.
well.. not anymore.
perhaps... i will feel this way too for him after 3 yrs?
anyway...
if he's happy now.
wat more can i wish for?
i jus don like to do those superficial stuff la.
like asking 'how r u?' when i don even care abt ur ans.
hais... but life or rather humans are superficial so
in the end, i still have to do it.
life sucks. take mine away anytime...
A girl. Tired of everything.
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